Increase my vision of God

Lord, infinite, eternal, wise, good, holy, caring, merciful, graceful, creator, redeemer, being of all being, increase my vision of who you are.

My vision of you is much to small. My soul imagines you as some type of "super hero" type being when really you are a million times greater than that.

You are over me, under me, around me, in me, outside of me, surrounding every atom of my being and even dwelling with my soul, spirit, true self, core being. You are intimately aware of every aspect of me and I am not a mystery to you at all. You alone understand me. Your comprehension of me is perfect and complete. You totally know me even better than I know myself. Lord increase my vision of who you are. My vision of you is to small.

I have sinned. I am sinning. I will sin till you save me totally from my sin when I die or you return. I am twisted, broken, deformed, weak, perverted, polluted, infected, lost, and insane. Yet, you embrace me in your love. You do not forsake me. You call me child even on my worst days. You are my SAVIOR! You love my soul.

Let me feel the joy of knowing such love. Open my spirit to joy. Help me feel holy joy in light of your holy caring graceful love. You who are life have died for my sins. How can it be that I could gain from such a wild love as this?

Increase my vision of who you are. Let me see your greatness. Let me believe your greatness. Help me have hope in your greatness.